Buying Xanax for Social Anxiety

I have always chalked my aversion for talking to other people, and also, for public places, as just being a case of shyness, though a bit more extreme than what most people exhibit. I have recently found out that is not the whole story, and apparently, what I actually have, is a case of social anxiety. Now, I need to try to find a way to buy xanax, in order to try to treat this problem.

There are a lot of times in my life, when I feel I need to do something, but I do not have the ability to make myself do it. I will feel that way with things as trivial as trying to make a phone call, and it really bothers me. I feel very worthless, when I am not able to complete a simple task, and that is especially the case, when it is doing something that I should not have a second thought about. I guess that is the nature of anxiety though, and it is truly a terrible thing to have to deal with. I wish that I had known about it earlier, because I think that if it is diagnosed earlier in life, then it could really improve the quality of life for teenagers who experience severe symptoms.

I know that I wish my parents tried to do something about my problems, instead of just believing that I was shy. I guess that is why I never thought I had a problem. I never really had a good reason to think that I had a problem, because of the way that my parents dealt with the issue. That is rather disappointing though, and I hope that society in the future will change, so that people do not have to go through the same struggles that I have had to go through.